Forever love <3

haix..boring at home..
nothing to do..
today my mood is abit better..
i read my horoscope it says :
"You may have fallen into a pattern of worrying unnecessarily recently , gemini.
But you can rest assured that aren't any monsters under your bed .
You could be imagining things and distorting problems in your mind to make them
seem much worse than they really are.
Don't allow bad thoughts into your brain.
Worrying is never really necessary anyway-it doesn't accomplish anything
except to make you feel bad , and it can cause you to draw negative energy.
Stay on the sunny side of the street in your travels today."

Maybe i should not worry too much when
things are not so serious which it might happen...
So jux relax and take everything natural....

Juz one lie can mess everything up ,
that one lie can make you lose all your trust ,
and without trust there's no us.
That one lie can shatter your heart into pieces ,
and have you heartbroken
All it takes is jux one lie.......

Should i or not???
I need to make the decision...
Can somebody tell me...??
I really have no idea wat to do....

Guess i am too stressed...kk tired le bb will be back to post again... :)

Saturday, October 30, 2010 at 10:29 PM

Him

I am really sry.. :(
I feel bad sia...
I know i know...i have been very cruel...
Really i am serious...
I have been thinking tis few days...
But i have left wif no choice...
i really cant get myself to do it...
u said tat i have choice..all tis i know
two choice.. one : continue , teacher found out abt the situation den will it be more worst??
second : give up , heartbroken?
I really dunno
I keep imaginating all tis i dunno why...
I dun have the courage to say it out..
I scared i might cry....
i need some time to think...
seriously no mood

kk...tired le no mood bb will be back to post..... :(

at 10:33 AM

Love is like a puzzle.
When you're in love,
all the pieces fit but
when your heart gets broken,
it takes a while to get everything back together.

As soon as forever is through,

I'll be over you.

The best way to mend a broken
heart is time and girlfriends.

God can heal a broken heart,
but He has to have all the pieces.

What is the opposite of two?
A lonely me, a lonely you.

You can fall in love in an instant.
It's letting go that takes time.

Even when I pour my heart out to you,
I'm not sure it shows,
that I love you more than you'll ever know.

How do you heal a broken heart?
I have no idea where to start because
everything I do reminds me of you

If it's wrong to love you,
then my heart just wont let me be right.

Better never to have met you in my dream
than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak;
sometimes it means
that you are strong enough to let go.

A broken heart is a heart that has felt love.

If tears could build a stairway on memories alone,
I'd walk right up to Heaven
and bring you home again.

Love is never lost.
If not reciprocated,
it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.

at 10:24 AM

today my mood is freaking bad...
i cant believe wat is happening now..
how does teacher knows?
they say is a person from our class who say it ,
who is the person????
why must the person tell...
does he obtain any good...no rite? den tell for wat?
madness...now it is causing we to suffer....
i dun know wat to do now...
do i really have no choice?
i really dun wann it to hapen but do i have a choice...
i have seen wat happen to them....
thinking will we be the same as them???
teacher ask me to "______" wif u...
i really cant get myself to do it...
i am now very stress and confused...
but if i dun do it , geetha will confirm go informed...
AHHHHHH....freaking no mood sia...
WAT SHOULD I DO?
give up or continue????
but wat can i do..... tell me tell me tell me.....
i dun wann tis seriously..????

People change for two reasons....
either , they learn enough tat they want to....
or they've been hurt enough that they have to.....

Friday, October 29, 2010 at 10:27 AM

today 8 plus went to meet teachers ,
talk so much crap..
wtf... keep saying abt my hair
i know lal , u jealous rite , keep saying must cut must cut
i cut yours , u happy anot? -.-"
later saw kris and her mum..
hehe , we two keep laughing like hell...
haha...i keep thinking of the joke..
mani or mary dunno wat name lal...
hhaha.." dunno wat a cup of dairy milk" hahahah...lol
shut up...
haix..ltr going for band
sianx lal..
kk..gtg le bb

Thursday, October 28, 2010 at 12:49 PM

hi peeps , back to posting again...
today tan lay hong come find me and kris and tell us the thing..lols
woo...today do cleaning..
corliss , rachel , kelyn , kris and kai yun and some boys
clean the ava room...
woo so siok have air con..
hai after tat go see report book..
hai trm MTPS confirm die wann...

Hai . i really dun know wat to do now..
getting stress and confused
i know lal...i always liddat
but i have my reasons ma...
hai ya...i really dun know lal

no mood to talk le bb will be back to post

Tuesday, October 26, 2010 at 3:33 PM

WTF...today damm suay sia...
geetha go cut rachel , me , kelyn , kai yun and some boys hair...
wth...she also never give chance..
cut until dunno wat kind of shit hair..
still say look like "china doll"
WTF lal....freaking hate my hair sia...

Ehh...today went to ava to have sci lesson
it is boring mann..talk abt all those sex things..
the only thing i hate is we were forced to sit on the floor
while others can sit on the table... wth -.-"
but have air con so dun care lal
after our lesson we went to find principal-tan lay hong
we complain to her abt our form teacher and all alot lal
she say she will settle and told us to look for her trm again and tell her more details...lol

Sunday, October 24, 2010 at 12:26 PM

hi peeps ,i am back posting again....lol
today nothing better to do at home
juz now my sis and i was laughing like some kind of mad people
haha...i also dun know wat we were for...
when see each other we juz laugh...
my mum scolds us den we diam diam....lol
she say tat did we juz come out from the mental hosipal
or which wire of our brain spoilt liao.....lol -.-"
nvm... haix... trm resume sch le

kk i am tired le...bye bye

Saturday, October 23, 2010 at 12:25 PM

sianx...today cannot go out
nothing to do at home..
wish i can go out...

Friday, October 22, 2010 at 6:58 PM

Thinking of you
keeps me awake ,
Dreaming of you keeps me asleep ,
& being wif you keeps me alive.

Happiness is a CHOICE,
Love is a CHANCE ,
and life is a DREAM...
So make the choice , take a chance and live your dreams.

A person who truly loves you will never let you go ,
no matter how hard the situation is.

Without respect , no relationship will last long nor two people bring out the best in each other.

A shallow person will have only shallow relationships.
Real love is not one person clinging to another , it can only
be fostered between two strong people secure in their induality.

As the saying "Love is blind" reminds us , people can lose their
objectivity when they fall in love.

at 4:01 PM

sianx... today no sch

but got band sianx sia...

today i am sick so cannot go band

so sick mann...

hai nothing to do at home..

i rather go sch den staying at home

but studying gives me headache...lol

kk...tired le bb

Thursday, October 21, 2010 at 3:56 PM

hey ppl..i am back posting..
today got ppl guai lan sia...
ppl walk until half way den say wanna go back..wtf -.-"
dun say when we come out say haf way when we walking..
wtf.... wats wrong wif u sia...
attitude always like tat...
u shoo larh... extra wann...
we the bonbons dun need u...
always wanna take one bonbon wif u...
think u wat...big boss arh...
damm freaking gl..
seriously dun like you sia....
Hai ya dun care le larh...

sianx....no mood to talk le bb

Wednesday, October 20, 2010 at 9:13 PM

Crazy Love- Kim Chiu

at 8:26 PM

Hey peeps , back to posting again..
today was admission day den no need go back to sch
den wtf need go back 4 band again...
so sianx sia tot can rest at home lol

Today went to west mall at around 12 plus meet sweethearts
den we go subway eat..
den got ppl keep calling den freaking annoying sia...
den saw kah ming, hoong feng , junying , faizal and some more
lol he accidentally hit corliss hand den the table den the lady...lol
we were like laughing...lol
later went to west mall wif kelyn cuz time still earlier
so we shop shop den go 4 band...

At around 5.30 we were released
den my sis called me and say wann me to bring her home
i was like wtf -.-" lol no choice but to pick her
den she say tat can go pick her friends sis
i was like already buey song le damm freaking angry sia...
now not really angry le...

Tuesday, October 19, 2010 at 5:00 PM

exam

Today got our eng , chinese and lit exam papars back...

wooo hoo i pass my eng and chinese but fail lit... :) :(

woo...i total pass 4 subjects :)

and fail 3 subjects... :(

Think i can go sec 2 ba....

haha...lol

so happy tat i can pass....

Monday, October 18, 2010 at 4:58 PM

today got back our EOY results le..

so nervous...

i pass my dnt and maths but fail my geo and sci :(

eng , lit , chi haven come out yet...

kk...tired le gtg bb

Sunday, October 17, 2010 at 9:33 AM

hi i am back to posting again

sianx mann...nothing 2 do....

EOY results will be out on mon..

so nervous sia..

wish i can pass with FLYIN colours...lol

yesterday chat wif corliss sweetheart..

we are planning to go out together wif other sweethearts

asking them on monday to go where..hehe lol

gtg le bb will be back to post....

Friday, October 15, 2010 at 7:03 PM

I can't promise you a perfect relationship without arguments over our differences and trust issues.
However , i can promise you tat as long as your trying , i'm staying.<3

It's not what i feel for you ; its what i don't feel for anyone but you.

When you have to make a hard decision , flip a coin. why? becuz when that coin is in the air , you suddenly know wat you're hoping for.<3

at 4:31 PM

today took dnt and chinese paper...
it was quite easy
woooo....today exam finally finish le..
can play until siao le but still must wait 4 results...
today went to rachel's hse and play
sweethearts all change their name 2 bonbon..haha lol
jus now kah ming , hoong feng and bryan called me and say all those things...lol
wow..today so fun at rachel hse..
wish i can stay longer...sianx

ok tired le, gtg bb...

Thursday, October 14, 2010 at 2:08 PM

today took english and lit paper
the eng was quite ok but the llit was damm difficult sia...
the whole paper, i dun know wat is it talking about
den tim kum write lor...
think maybe will fail sia...
juz now went to west mall wif sweethearts
hehe...went to the watts again and buy ear rings...
we all chose wat we want
so cute mann....lol

sianx....gtg soon..see youh soon :)

Wednesday, October 13, 2010 at 3:00 PM

exam

today take maths paper 2 and geography exam
maths was quite ok but geo was damm freaking difficult sia
i was trying very hard to solve the question but i still cannot think of anything
den the time not enough den i anyhow write lor....lol
sianx sia.....
wish i can pass...

I don't know why ? Why suddenly we're like drifting away
from each other.... I really feel like crying ?
Why cant u have some confidence in tis relationship?
Wat do u really wann?
I really dun know.....
WHAT AM I SURPPOSE TO DO ? ):

Tuesday, October 12, 2010 at 2:44 PM

today took maths and sci paper
wth...the sci quite difficult sia..lols
i guess i gonna fail mann
but juz try my best
i hope i can pass
During the exam , mdm geetha keep joking wif us and say alot of things
den when a teacher came to check o every class and walk pass by our class,
mdm geetha act act to the teacher...haha...lols

ok tired le , mum nagging le
see youh soon :)

Monday, October 11, 2010 at 6:37 PM

trm maths paper 1 and sci paper
sianx...now still using com haha...lols
Anyway , good lucks guys for the exam...
Wish all my sweethearts can pass the exam wif flying colours
wooo~~~
Today need to settle some tai ji with people...
sianx sia....tot would fight , but never...lol!

kk tired le and need to revise 4 exam le , will be back to blog trm...bb

Sunday, October 10, 2010 at 3:09 PM

Do not confuse, love with lust, love is all about, loyalty and trust.
It takes two, to make it last, focus on the now, not the past.
If you fear, if you doubt,then break it off, and get the hell out.
Do not keep hoping, do not keep trying.
That's not love, it's their game, you'd think they'd change, yet they stay the same.
Have patience, rid the hate, start over, it's never too late.
Hope for tomorrow, live for today, follow your heart, choose your way.
Stand up,speak loud, don't regret ,be proud.
Love yourself, don't be afraid, open up, do not evade.
Then you'll find, if you stay strong, what you've searched for, all along.

at 1:32 PM

Crazy

He is very handsome rite... yeah i know...cheese :)
wooo i am crazy about him..lols
I love him forever...
only u have the right to control my moods...

Saturday, October 9, 2010 at 7:10 PM

Crazy Love- Kim Chiu

at 6:56 PM

hi ..i am back posting again

sianx mann...

now chatting wif him...lols

exam is coming so nervous

wish i can pass my EOY

Sweethearts, i hope u all cann pass your exam with flying colours...

end here bb...

go revise my work now

Friday, October 8, 2010 at 10:48 PM

Without respect , no relationship will last long nor can two people bring out the best in each other.

Real love is not one person clinging to another , it can only be fostered between two strong people secure in their individuality.

As the saying "Love is blind" reminds us, people can lose their objectivity when they fall in love...

at 4:07 PM

hehe...i am back blogging again :)

in the morning around 8 plus

me and royston talk and sms..haha...lolstoday went to west mall again wif sweethearts
later we did not eat and went to buy ear rings haha..
we all bought the same wann...
after tat we went to comic connection and buy things...
after tat corliss and kai yun go home liao so left rachel , kelyn and me sad :(
after a while , he came and give me something haha...
den go go home liao
den we also go home....
wow! time flies mann exams is coming again...
so nervous..

talk later ba wanna revise hwk le bb

Thursday, October 7, 2010 at 4:33 PM

The truth is , ideal love is fostered only between two sincere , mature and independent people. It is essential , therefore , that you make polishing yourself a priority and do not get carried away by romance.

at 4:17 PM

OMG

juz now on my way home i fell down the stairs

fxck mann...

damm freaking pain

rachel and kai yun wif me 2

den after tat we walk to the traffic light near west mall,

an uncle fell and lie on the floor!!

i was like omg wth...lols

den me , rachel and kai yun spilt and went back

i walk another side

den suddenly kai yun trip over rachel leg

and almost fell down 2 but luckily never

but her books drop lols

wth today so suay so many people fall down

LMAO!!
ahhh...now still very pain

talk later ba bb

Wednesday, October 6, 2010 at 4:28 PM

woo hoo ~~
today went to west mall wif sweethearts and some boys...hehe
he finally become automatic le but not really tat automatic la...
yesterday i am worried 4 my corliss sweetheart..
i scared she cry and sad
but fortunately they patch back
wooo happy 4 them
hf u better be good to her and not hurt her anymore hor!!
if not all the sweethearts will come find u
muahahaha...devil laugh..lawls

juz have to say thank you to you

Tuesday, October 5, 2010 at 10:21 PM

today we have to settle something about friendship
i told her everything out
i really cannot take it anymore
becuz of it everyone have to suffer
it is not tat i dun wann give you chance is tat i already give
the chance to you alot of times
i cannot control it and it had juz burst
though u say u will change, but how long?
i cant possible be waiting for you
i want my freedom back!!
since we already walk until here,
i have nothing to say anymore
lets end ba..since we are juz faded here...
i guess it is time to let go and stop here

Once friendship is broken, it cannot be mend back anymore.

no mood to talk le bb

Monday, October 4, 2010 at 9:22 PM

No matter how much you may appear to be enjoying yourself now or how serious you think you are about your relationship, if you allow your love life to consume your time and energy at the expense of your growth, then you're just playing a game.And if you're always playing games, then your life will just that, a game....

Far too many people nip their brilliant promise in the bud in the blind pursuit of romance. As the saying "Love is blind" reminds us, people can lose their objectivity when they fall in love...

at 8:39 PM

haha..today went to west mall wif sweetheart
den go home kenna scolding from my mum
bann me from going out
shit it larh.... :(

Sunday, October 3, 2010 at 12:12 PM

hi i am back posting again
yesterday i sms him , we talk for almost 6 hours..
he ask me something , i reply him...
i ask u something but u say it is ok..
but i juz have the weird feeling..
why cant u understand me ??
i juz feel confused
i HATE the weird feeling
no mood to talk le bb

at 12:00 PM

I dun know
I juz have the weird feeling...
I cant read your mind...
Why must u make me feel like tat??
I cant believe tat we r juz friends and become like tat
wat is tis...??
Since we already like tat
juz take it natural..
sigh....

Saturday, October 2, 2010 at 11:36 AM

omg
yesterday sweethearts told me something
i am very confused now...
what is it mann??
do i really wann it??
how am i going 2 tell him if it is really true?
so stressed!!
i dun like the feeling...
maybe i should really consider again...

no mood to talk
bb

Friday, October 1, 2010 at 4:09 PM

woo hoo~~

english paper 1 and chinese exam is over le

so happy

today went to west mall wif sweethearts and himleft them alone hehe...sry sweethearts
i saw my primary school friend
omg..they still remember me
i dun know wat to say
i had a conversation wif him
nothing to say anymore

gtg bb