Forever love <3

Hey i am back posting again...
Hmm , yesterday never post as i was too tired..
Ermm , yesterday was the public concert...
It was ok ?
Meet kelyn at 11.30 eat lunch den go shop awhile den go sch...
Hmm , practice awhile den rest..tea break haha
Later take bus to singapore poly...
In the bus , seniors was so high haha...
Dancing and singing lol
Later reach singapore poly , put instruments den have briefing..
ai yo..kenna teacher scolding..talking crap..lol
Hmm..after tat when to eat dinner
Eeyer the food very disgusting sia..bleh
ehh , den concert starting soon , den prepare and go up stage wait..
den the lights off , everybody scream..scary sia..
den start den play 3 songs
The light of dawn , Anatasia , Singapore town , bokarchengnists (percussion) play wann haha lol
Later interval saw parents , aunt , cousin and grandmother talk talk , den go liao
saw hoong feng , joel , chun enn , jun ying , faizal if i am not wrong haha lol
Emm , later pack our things , go back to sch...
Sianx..den go home
Hmm , having fever and flu now
ahh...dieing soon..

kk , tired le bye bye

Sunday, November 28, 2010 at 1:39 PM

Hey i am back...
Ahh...i am still having headache..
seeing the house go round and round haha LOL!
kk..back to serious...
Hmm...boredieme...
Nothing to do at home..
I want to go out !!
errmm.. wednesday Kimhyunjung coming singapore
I want go see...
Mum dun let... =.="
i wann to go de :(
Waiting for so long , in the end still cannot...lol
Hmm...hope can ba...

kk , tired le will be back to post soon bye

Saturday, November 27, 2010 at 5:17 PM

Hey i am back posting again..
ahh...my head is spinning till now...
Having a bad headache..cannot take it..
Hmm , i want to see kim hyun jung..
he is coming to singapore..
ahh , i wanna go but my mum dun let
wth -.-" , go beg her haha
kris going..haix..
hope tat can go...

gtg le bye :)

Friday, November 26, 2010 at 3:50 PM

Today have band early in the morning...
must wake up so early..hate it i wanna sleep more de... :(
ermm..change into band tee and green skirt..
the whites is so ugly...oh gosh
put on the chords..omg is big...lol
den meet kelyn at den go sch...
saw kai yun den go sch change into our attire..
so freaking hot...
erhem...waiting and waiting for parents to come...
while waiting keep smsing hehe... :p
finally have some parents and their child...
den we perform..den they see our instruments
there is a boy who wanted to play flute...
den teach him , he can play sia..haha lol
den after tat lunh time..
went to mac wif kelyn and kai yun , wei lin
den after tat went to watsons to buy shoes gel..
me , kelyn and ky , walk until got blisters so painful :(
den went back sch to practice again for the last round...
after practice wanted to go west mall...
but very tired , fainting soon so dun feel like going le...
den go home...
so tired sia...

kk gtg le bye bye :)

Thursday, November 25, 2010 at 3:41 PM

Hey ppl , long time never post le...lol

Jus came back from band camp...

2 days 1 night.

Ermmm..it is quite fun , first day we have practice till 5.30PM

After tat we have amazing race...wooo all wet games..

we went from station to station..

Got one station is terrible ,

we need to pass the toothpaste to another person..hell mann...

i was chosen forhead , den the next person is nose somemore a boy sia..wth
haha...but i dun wann , so need have punishment..
muahaha , i kenna shampoo and need wash ha...lol
den after tat go bath den have dinner...
eeyer...the rice is super disgusting...
after tat we went to ava watch movie...
quite nice , is abt the street dancer.
we watch until 12 plus den go wash up den sleep.
Me and kelyn same room...hehe :)
i cannot sleep sia...flipping left and right...lol
The next day...have band practice in the morning den after tat area claning den prize giving
Den , return hp to me...finally lol
on my phone..wow msg keep ringing haha
den home sweet home le.
Yay , meet liss and chur haha go west mall eat lunch.
after tat they go back to their cca , so me and kelyn went home too le..
Haix... so tired...

kk gtg le bye bye :)

Monday, November 22, 2010 at 6:45 PM

Yesterday , forget to post
Hey i am back posting again...
Yesterday went for the dun know thing..actually not tat boring..lol
Watch a movie , quite nice forgot the name le....
After tat meet my parents and sis go west mall mac eat den go lot 1 shop shop...so boring lor
Haix..smsing ppl hehe (:
Reach home abt 7 plus , den straight on com haha :)
Kenna scolding :( lol

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Today
Today have band..sianx..
In the morning warm up very noisy , den instuctor scold..den need do punishment...lol
Run 3 round the parade square..
Haha...keep caring abt my hair...keep dropping.LOL!
Hehe today went to sp for pc rehersal.
So sianx....keep blowing
Saw others groups perform too , quite nice.
Ermm , later went to ate lunch..
Eeeyer , the food damm disgusting lor..wanted to go mac but cannot :(
Den went to find corliss and rachel , both so cute when they tied the scorpion hair..haha i dun know wat is it called...LOL
Ok , den went to practice for the final round....
yay..den go back sch le :)
on the way back , haha seniors keep looking out for cute and handsome boys , lols
when reach sch , have a briefing..
den after tat , go west mall wif rachel , kelyn , wei lin , kai yun
shop shop awhile den go home le..
Den me , rachel and kelyn went to mac buy fries...
den go home le...lol
Trm have to go sch again...early in the morning..
ahh.. i want to sleep..
hehe i am a pig :P

kk bye bye nothing more to say le..

Saturday, November 20, 2010 at 12:59 PM

Sianx...rotting at home
cannot go out sia....
Chatting wif kelyn baby and hoong feng on msn...haha
Nothing to do...lol
Boring hor??
Currently missing bonbons :)
Haix..trm need for the the dun know wat event..wa lao boring sia..forced :(
ahhh...madness , cannot tahan holidays , boringdieme... lol
Ok , tok abt smth else ba...lol
haix wat is love all abt??? someone tell me ?
Love is not natural , it comes past alot of things...
Sad..i also , i know you also..sry :(
Giving me alot of stressssss...headache larh
yi ge tou liang ge da...
messy...

okok , nothing to say more le , bye bye :)

Friday, November 19, 2010 at 6:28 PM

Happy , madness

Whoots... KHJ coming to singapore le...
Woooo...happy
haix...die sia...need to spend $250 at the faceshop den can get the ticket...
need my life...
ahhhh...cannot larh , will die sia... no hope le...
parents confirm dun give de lorh..sad :(
Tot can see him sia...

kk gtg le bb

at 3:05 PM

Hey , i am back..lol
Yesterday watch boys over flowers till mad..lol
finally back.. wooo
OMG!! Kim Hyun Jung is superrrrrr handsome and cute
Gosh!!...loves him so much
madness abt him...everywhere full of him..
Muahahah... gi la le..lol

Thinking the whole night..
Have no idea wat to do...
Tell me...i am also very stress...
Not only you..
wat more do you except from me..gosh!
haix...nvm think again and again...
Yesterday was the second and it became the last?? i dunno

Love isn't perfect.Love isn't fairytale, and doesn't always come easy.
I may still love you , but i can't do this anymore.
It's not that i don't want to , but i'm scared to be let down like before.
I just don't think my heart can endure it all again , and i don't want to repeat , the same mistakes
like i did then. I'm wiser than i once was , and i know what i must do, even it hurts me alot ,
when i completely ignore you.But i jus can't do it.
i'll be better off , to finally lock this door.
I have said all i can , watching everything fall.
And when the feelings flood back , i'll admit i'm far from okay , resisting the urge to reach out to you,
only to realize there's nothing left to say.

''I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.''

SORRY , but i'm deleting you from my LIFE!

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Thursday, November 18, 2010 at 6:04 PM

Feeling ; moody , stress , confused

Hi , i am back posting again.
Gosh , today have pc rehersal...lol
erm , third item is band i think , GOSH!
Haix...trembling up on the stage..almost forget how to blow haha...
Cannot catch up..lol

Haix...i dunno...
Can i survive?
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.

If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.

My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.

Forget who hurt you yesterday,
But don't forget who loves you tenderly today.

Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.

Boyfriends come and go.

I dun need you in my life , i can walk past you and pretend we never loved each other .

I can quit eveything i am having now.

But i hope you realize it's killing me inside ; even

if it doesn't hurt you at all?

One can not truly experience the beauty of love
without enduring the pain
that comes with it once it is lost.

Haix...tell me wat you wann?

I have no idea wat u wann?

I really wish u can tell me wat u wann...

Only jus to tell you....

I am not worth for you...

sorry :(

對不起 ,我知道的是我的錯

我只想說對不起

我不值得你

Wednesday, November 17, 2010 at 3:14 PM

Love?
We think about it , sing of it, dream of it , search for it;
when we discover it , we don't know what to do with it ; when we have it ;
we fear losing it.
It is the constant source of pleasure and plain.
We can't predict which it will be from one moment to the next.
It is a short world, easy to spell , difficult to define impossible
to live without.

Hi i am back to post.
Nothing to do at home...rotting..
Staring at my phone in the morning...lol?
Quarrelling wif my sis.. bla bla bla...
over small matters..lol

Nothing to post le bb

Monday, November 15, 2010 at 7:15 PM

Hello ppl..
Haix...so long never post le...
Today have band sianx...nothing to do...
woo hooo i got SS501 ablum le..
waited for so long...
quite nice...

''Love is like quicksand, the deeper and deeper you fall in... the harder it is to get out.''

KK , TIRED LE BB WILL BE BACK TO POST SOON..

Thursday, November 11, 2010 at 5:05 PM

woo...today went to kelyn baby hse..
it was super fun...
after we reach kelyn hse , we all zi lian..
will post the pics
dun worry corliss babe..will tagged u 2 :)
baby hse got big mirror.haha..
after tat went online chat wif corliss babe.. as she cannot come sad :(
after tat we play wif nacho..hehe super cute.. :)
den after a while go home le...
say bye bye to kelyn baby... sad time :(
wish can stay longer.... :(
den take bus home...

kk tired le bb

Tuesday, November 9, 2010 at 4:59 PM

OMG!!!!!!
He is coming to singapore....
Die Die must see him...
cannot ta han any longer..
Wish i can see him right now..whoots
wooow...crazy crazy maddy...lol
AHHHHH...waited for this day so long le...
must take photos of him...confirm de... :)
Hehe..fall in love wif him le <3

trm going settle her le...
cannot tahan her le
chicken ba bi
HATE YOU FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE!...
backstabber..out from my world..

kk tired le haix trm got band sianx sia.. gtg bb

Sunday, November 7, 2010 at 3:09 PM

Mine :)

WHOOTS!!....Kim Hyun Jung
suai dai le...
He is super cute and handsome...lol
Simply mad and crazy over him...
Only he change change my mood whenever seeing his face..woots..
dun jealous kays..
heheh... maddness....
I know is awsome yay..
cheese :)

Saturday, November 6, 2010 at 2:36 PM

Bonbons

I miss all my bonbons...
Miss die you all..
Haix... wish we can go out faster...
Planning outing wif you all... hehe
Must keep in touch kays...

at 2:20 PM

Hi peeps , i am back posting again..never post for a few days ..
Haix..sianx la..rotting at home
nothing to do..
yesterday went to ikea and buy things...
haha..bought alot of things..lol
haix...u r sick again..
Hope you can recover soon ba... :)
Wish time can pass faster....

gtg le...bb will be back to post

Wednesday, November 3, 2010 at 9:04 PM

Haix..sianx sia today early in the morning have band..

den meet kelyn at bus stop den we go for band..

ltr break time , hoho give us longer lunch time ,

woo we go mac eat..

Den meet rachel and corliss together...

den after tat we go back to our cca again..

sianx lal... hoho say tat today can end ealier.. we all so happy..

tot end at 4 plus den end at 5 plus..

den drag drag until 6.. haix..dun care le la..

kk...tired le will be back to post soon...

Tuesday, November 2, 2010 at 7:25 PM

Hi peeps , i am back to post..
Today have band from 9-6.30 damm freaking long sia..
Today went to s'pore poly and have combined rehearsal...damm excited sia..lol
We even see other ppl perform..err quite nice lal...
Me , kelyn and kai yun there busy eating sweet haha...
Den after we came out of the convection centre , our senior saw a few boys...
OMG...they were screaming sia.. saying tat they are so handsome and cute...
Den in the bus secretly took the pic of them...lol
Den on our way back to sch , seniors keep looking out for handsome boys..all screaming lol...
Den when reach sch,still have briefing den can go back home le...
Haix...things has been to the end ???
I dun get it mann..
Yesterday i told him le but den he say he dun wann dun wann..den wat u except me to do??
Freaking stress and confused sia...
Today u ask me again...
You said tat it is very hard for you to change the feeling..
Wat can i do??
Continue or give up...??
Things are changing very fast....
Ahhhhhh..... who is the ppl who sabo sia...???
I really wann know although i have someone in mind....
Ppl say tat i shouldn't , i know i also got think before..
But i seriously dun wann anything happen to you sia...
Haix...nvm le lal..things is going another way...

No mood le , will be back to post...